Awakened with a headache - that I didn't even realize I had until I took a moment to think about my cold symptoms and red, red eyes - I pondered yesterday and the 3 before, spent in SE Queensland, visiting the Mermaid, family and friends.While Sydney has been very good to me, I've long held a desire to relocate to one of my top 3 destinations, and landing on Friday, I immediately felt the air greet me, embracing & welcoming back.
More & more I feel the pull to warmer climes. There is much to consider with such a move, but with only one thing holding me here, and it's grip sadly loosening with each day, I feel the inevitability.
There have been a couple of instances where coming back to my current base - I don't think of as 'home' - was somewhat of a downer, and I count yesterday amongst them, but maybe this was tied up with the semi-rotten feeling of flu-dom.
A side-effect of which has had the last couple of nights fraught with dreams. I haven't dreamt this much in months. Part of me doesn't want to remember them upon waking, but they are of the calibre that will not let me cast them aside and I can feel them pushing through the surface to consciousness, more & more each day, processing.
A couple have made it through: one dream supremely significant in that it has been repeated since my late teens and once again more recently than I'd realized - though it has grown, expanded on itself - that of a place which I am destined to call home; in warmer climes.
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Click to listen: Fleetwood Mac - I Don't Want To Know
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I loved watching that vid! Still sorry you got ill honey. xo
ReplyDeleteI don't usually watch the vids, but instead just listen, however that one caught my eye. Glad you liked :)
ReplyDeleteIronic how I managed to catch cold amidst such warmth!